Quesadillas

Mmm. Burnt quesadillas. =D

Anywho, the past week has been rather hectic on me mentally. Mostly, it stems from mind games that I start, but end up getting turned around to where I'm no longer in control, but merely a pawn in my own game. The sad thing is I've allowed this to happen more than once, you would've thought the first time I would've figured it out. Hah.

I'm used to having volleyball as something to turn to during my times like this. I could hit the ball, as hard as I want to, as many times as I wanted to. I could go play a game, forget about life, and focus only on dominating the other team. Kinda missing that a lot lately. So I've turned to running. It's not quite as effective because it's not a team sport. (Maybe that's what I'm missing. The essence of team. )

I've also got multiple ideas playing ring-around-the-rosey in my brain. I know I'm going to pick random courses that interest me next semester. An art, theatre, and some sort of PE course, possibly archery and yoga. And once next semester is finished, I'm going to Germany for the summer. After Germany though, everything is very fuzzy. I have no idea where I'm gonna go to school. I don't see myself pursuing college volleyball, I think I might be over that one. I need to go somewhere I will be able to get involved. I want to do colorguard, and I want to act in a student produced play. I want intramural volleyball. I want to do everything I was doing in highschool. But I'm not sure how to go about it.

I've considered going back to McMurry. Everyone there was so nice. It's just so expensive! I don't want the financial baggage to come with me after I graduate. I'm thinking about Midwestern. It's not expensive and Lanna and Shana love it there. I may look into some schools in the states up north. Just for the hell of it. Couldn't hurt anything.

Hera looks so silly in her pen. I don't think she knows what to make of the wind. It's starting to blow harder, i believe a cold front is coming through tonight.

Heh. Ooops

So. I'm gonna make a concious effort to start updating this thing at least 3 times a week. Or something. Cause it's kinda pointless just sitting here.

And the fact that my last update was in February. Oopsy. =P

But I'm gonna actually come back and type a real post after I fold my laundry and eat some chocolate covered strawberries. Yummy. =)

Some Updates...

Because I haven't posted on here in quite a while. D=

- Ines went back home like... 3 weeks ago? It seems like forever... I miss her terribly. I got a postcard from her today. It unfolded to spell out 'I Love You' in those amazing German gummy bears... Yum. =) She promised me she'd send some soon... so I need to get a Frito Pie package together for her. Starting the International Chile-Gummy Bear Exchange. Haha. ICGBE. How would you even pronounce that?

- School is boring. It's gotten a bit more exciting since I'm in art now, and we're working on a project in Adobe Illustrator which is pretty fun, although I must say I really don't like having to draw with the mouse. I miss my tablet. (Which reminds me, I still need to draw Ines a picture. I told her Single's Awareness Day, but I think at my rate, we're shooting for Easter.) My college english course finally started up, so that's got me busy as well.

- TRACKSTARTSINLESSTHANAMONTH. Which is exciting, because -sneezes- it means my jump training will slow down. It's not that it's too hard to do.. it's just.. repetitive. And I want out of the weight room. Which, today was awesome because we got to go out and run. An 800, 600, 400, 200, 100. And either All the jump training sped me up, or the other girls were not going as fast as they could've. And I don't think I was going that fast.. But it was great to stretch my legs instead of hopping on them for once. I've got a good feeling about this year.

- Kinda stressing about club ball. I want to play in the tournaments, but in my current situation, that's totally not happening. I'm just working out... but I want to play dangit. I don't know how.. but I'm hoping something falls together where I'm getting to play in some tournaments.

Aaaand.. That's all that I can remember. Other than my current detest for the majority of the male species. Except a select few. LoL. OH YEAH. And it took me like.. 50 guys (Ok... 3 really) but I FINALLY found someone who isn't busy the night of prom. Huzzah! So now.. I've gotta find a dress... exciting.