Wow...
It's New Year's Eve...
Again.
Hard to believe what all has happened in a year.
Started the year breaking up with the boyfriend..
And some time passed...
I never hurt for him.
February...
Advanced to State solo and ensemble.
March...
Track. Highjump.
Made new friends. =)
April...
May...
Band banquet...
State Ensemble got a 2!
Bought a hat.
June...
Church camp with a THOUSAND kids. 0_0;
Let down on the volleyball court...
Stupid males.
July...
San Antonio...
Camp...
New friends. =)
Midnight hikes....
A wish on a star came true...
I ALMOST had you....
August...
two-adays.
Band and volleyball.
Starting off weak and strong
Respectively.
September.
Turned 17.
Went to see people. (Don't really want to remember)
Became truly jealous for someone.
Became the best I could be with what I had...
My best game ever.
October...
The second most looked forward to game of the season.
crashed and burned.
But I was victorious, because I was my best.
Had a killer block on the news. =)
Area band..
So sure we were going to state..
Got sixth.
2 places shy of going.
November
Watched Childress smash up on Post...
Truly one of the best nights ever. =)
Found out I went to Friendly Frog with Reid. That was cool.
December..
Picked up drawing again.
And photography.
Learning to love...
Maybe.
Hmm.
So yeah, that's basically my year.
And with an hour to go until 2008...
I'm sitting here, thinking of resolutions.
Ways to change myself for the better...
or to make happen in 2008.
Live
Love
Grow Closer to God
Have the BEST senior year in Volleball.
Have a great one act season.
Hitting Tim is NOT a form of greeting.
Advance to State solo and Ensemble.
Love freely.
Mood: Wishful
LIstening to: Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again - PotO 2004
December 31, 2007
December 28, 2007
Christmas / New Art.
Christmas was pretty cool. Here's the damage
Canon PowerShot A560 - (Takes some SWEET pictures)
$25 Aeropostale gift card
Eragon PS2 game. (which I haven't touched yet. o_o; )
Rechargable batteries! =D
'Love' Willow Person (Which I absolutely ADORE)
Candies
A Rubik's Cube
Guitar Hero II - Although technically it's my dad's present, we all play it.
So yeah.. I'm pretty excited. I can't wait to go take some random shots with my camera. It's a 7.1 Mega pixel, where my last one was 6.4?
Ugh. I just realized I have $150 more to pay off on my Senior ring. I should stop procrastinating with that. Cause pretty soon I'm gonna have to get my prom dress too.... Oh the joy of it.
Which reminds me, I wonder if I'm working tomorrow.
Canon PowerShot A560 - (Takes some SWEET pictures)
$25 Aeropostale gift card
Eragon PS2 game. (which I haven't touched yet. o_o; )
Rechargable batteries! =D
'Love' Willow Person (Which I absolutely ADORE)
Candies
A Rubik's Cube
Guitar Hero II - Although technically it's my dad's present, we all play it.
So yeah.. I'm pretty excited. I can't wait to go take some random shots with my camera. It's a 7.1 Mega pixel, where my last one was 6.4?
Ugh. I just realized I have $150 more to pay off on my Senior ring. I should stop procrastinating with that. Cause pretty soon I'm gonna have to get my prom dress too.... Oh the joy of it.
Which reminds me, I wonder if I'm working tomorrow.
That dream still has me weirded out a bit. I'm trying to think of what it could mean, and I don't like what I've come up with so far...
...
Oh yeah. New art. Love it.
Mood: Nostalgic
Listening to: Misery Business (Acoustic) - Paramore
December 26, 2007
Under Seige
Yeah... so this dream I had last night was insane. Half of it's probably going to be in third person, the other have in first, so just try to follow.
Ok.. so the setting was just a typical day... kinda cloudy a bit outside, but I didn't really know cause I was inside my old church.
Everythings going nice I guess. And then this siren goes off, and people start pouring into the rooms downstairs from the upstairs.
Half of the people are in the navy. And they told us to remain calm. But they had this deadly fear in their eyes.
And they asked us if we wanted to pray about it.
And I asked what 'it' was.
'It' was so horrible they weren't allowed to tell us anything.
So we prayed.
And Trey was there.
He came into the rooms and told us that everything was going to be ok.
But he had this evil gleam in his eyes.
I didn't trust him.
He told us to stay where we were, and everything would work out.
I wasn't the only one who didn't believe him.
Or maybe Eben doesn't like being told what to do.
Who knows.
Eben climbed out the window.
And started swinging on a vine, trying to climb to the top of the church.
He was going good.
Until this evil spirit literally threw him off of the vine, into a coffin on the ground.
Shut the lid.
And inside the coffin, the walls had spikes.
And they clamped shut on Eben.
After watching the whole thing (I don't know how)
I left the room, and I took Bailee with me.
And I ran to get my little sister and her little sister.
Amber, and Reagan.
And I remembered I left my jacket outside.
So I told them to wait inside, and I ran outside to find it.
And my maroon letter jacket had gotten mixed up with a green one, so I stole it back from the kid who was holding it.
And gave him the green one.
I looked for my van in the parking lot, and I saw it sitting there.
I ran back inside the building,
To get the girls.
And trey stopped me, wanting to know why I wasn't where I was.
I don't remember what I told him.
But I ran back to the rooms, and got the girls where I told them to stay.
And we ran out the front of the church, and to the parking lot.
My van wasn't there.
And the keys weren't in my pockets.
I told the girls to come back in.
God only knew what would get them outside.
I ran into the fellowship hall.
Where Trey was dining with the elders.
He still had this weird.. devious energy about him.
I didn't care.
I lunged at him.
"Where are my keys, and where is my van?!!" I growled at him.
My claws (Yeah, I had claws. o_O; ) gripped his shoulders.
Trey handed me the keys and then walked to the door. and the back of the kitchen.
There was my car.
I got in and started it up .
And the crazy thing began backing up, even though my foot was on the brake.
So I threw the doors open and told the girls to jump in.
Bailee made it and Amber, but Reagan was scared.
We begged her to jump.
The car began moving forward.
She couldn't move..
And she began to run.
But as she ran, the same evil spirit that threw eben in the coffin, reached out it's hand and held her back.
Bailee screamed for her sister.
And when we drove right through the stop sign.
Bailee got out, and ran screaming back for her sister.
Then the spirit got her too.
Amber and I got home.
My van thankfully stopped.
And Somehow I learned kinda what was going on.
The rooms had spikes in the walls.
And they clamped shut as well.
On all the people.
Everyone fell to the darkness in the church.
Except for Trey.
He controlled it.
The man who had played the hero and I had looked up to for so long.
Had gone to the darkside.
Completely consumed by it.
He was it's leader.
------
Can anyone explain what this might mean?
I have my own suspicions.
But I want some input.
Mood: weirded out
LIstening to: Don't Say You Love Me - m2m
Ok.. so the setting was just a typical day... kinda cloudy a bit outside, but I didn't really know cause I was inside my old church.
Everythings going nice I guess. And then this siren goes off, and people start pouring into the rooms downstairs from the upstairs.
Half of the people are in the navy. And they told us to remain calm. But they had this deadly fear in their eyes.
And they asked us if we wanted to pray about it.
And I asked what 'it' was.
'It' was so horrible they weren't allowed to tell us anything.
So we prayed.
And Trey was there.
He came into the rooms and told us that everything was going to be ok.
But he had this evil gleam in his eyes.
I didn't trust him.
He told us to stay where we were, and everything would work out.
I wasn't the only one who didn't believe him.
Or maybe Eben doesn't like being told what to do.
Who knows.
Eben climbed out the window.
And started swinging on a vine, trying to climb to the top of the church.
He was going good.
Until this evil spirit literally threw him off of the vine, into a coffin on the ground.
Shut the lid.
And inside the coffin, the walls had spikes.
And they clamped shut on Eben.
After watching the whole thing (I don't know how)
I left the room, and I took Bailee with me.
And I ran to get my little sister and her little sister.
Amber, and Reagan.
And I remembered I left my jacket outside.
So I told them to wait inside, and I ran outside to find it.
And my maroon letter jacket had gotten mixed up with a green one, so I stole it back from the kid who was holding it.
And gave him the green one.
I looked for my van in the parking lot, and I saw it sitting there.
I ran back inside the building,
To get the girls.
And trey stopped me, wanting to know why I wasn't where I was.
I don't remember what I told him.
But I ran back to the rooms, and got the girls where I told them to stay.
And we ran out the front of the church, and to the parking lot.
My van wasn't there.
And the keys weren't in my pockets.
I told the girls to come back in.
God only knew what would get them outside.
I ran into the fellowship hall.
Where Trey was dining with the elders.
He still had this weird.. devious energy about him.
I didn't care.
I lunged at him.
"Where are my keys, and where is my van?!!" I growled at him.
My claws (Yeah, I had claws. o_O; ) gripped his shoulders.
Trey handed me the keys and then walked to the door. and the back of the kitchen.
There was my car.
I got in and started it up .
And the crazy thing began backing up, even though my foot was on the brake.
So I threw the doors open and told the girls to jump in.
Bailee made it and Amber, but Reagan was scared.
We begged her to jump.
The car began moving forward.
She couldn't move..
And she began to run.
But as she ran, the same evil spirit that threw eben in the coffin, reached out it's hand and held her back.
Bailee screamed for her sister.
And when we drove right through the stop sign.
Bailee got out, and ran screaming back for her sister.
Then the spirit got her too.
Amber and I got home.
My van thankfully stopped.
And Somehow I learned kinda what was going on.
The rooms had spikes in the walls.
And they clamped shut as well.
On all the people.
Everyone fell to the darkness in the church.
Except for Trey.
He controlled it.
The man who had played the hero and I had looked up to for so long.
Had gone to the darkside.
Completely consumed by it.
He was it's leader.
------
Can anyone explain what this might mean?
I have my own suspicions.
But I want some input.
Mood: weirded out
LIstening to: Don't Say You Love Me - m2m
December 23, 2007
Omg.
K, so I'm going through my pictures and I find this.

I kinda miss Buddy.. LoL
But yeah... I've draw a heckuva lot of pictures the past.. 3 years or so.
It's amazing how much I've improved.
Most recent art:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v155/andalusian_luver/ssanta07.png
I love his eyes.
They just scream 'I hate you.'
I don't think he likes the hat much. =P

I kinda miss Buddy.. LoL
But yeah... I've draw a heckuva lot of pictures the past.. 3 years or so.
It's amazing how much I've improved.
Most recent art:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v155/andalusian_luver/ssanta07.png
I love his eyes.
They just scream 'I hate you.'
I don't think he likes the hat much. =P
December 22, 2007
Sweeeeet. =)
Awww. How adorable, I'm getting old! =D Seriously though, I'm already halfway through my Junior year... I kinda can't believe it's Christmas break already. I'm pretty much stoked. 2 more weeks of nothing to do. I'm hoping to get some art done... I've already finished one picture. Well, one and a half. I'm happier about the half than the whole one though. =P
Mm.... Yeah. So last night was fun. Went bowling with Cam since the movies were sold out. I'm still absolutely terrible at bowling... But I'm improving a little bit. I had an absolute blast though. =)
I'm really looking forward to Solo & ensemble for band. Our ensemble sounds really cool.. kinda dark with a twisted sense about it. It makes me happy. =D An dmy solo... Well I need to work on that some more. But I think I'm more looking forward to One Act Play... We're doing the second act of Into the woods, Which is the act everyone has sex and then winds up killed by the giant. I'm an evil - but beautiful - stepsister. Either Lucinda or Florinda. I can't really remember. I just know that my hair will be long and curly, and I get to wear a huge poofy purple dress. Yee-haw. I'm not too fond of the color purple.
My gameboy color keeps crapping out on me. Well.. Pokemon Crystal at least. I randomly started playing it again like.. Thursday I think? And I've had to restart the game 6 times, cause my save file was corrupt... so I got mad and left it there. And I know I have silver out in the barn... it's just cold and I don't want to go dig it out of the misc. boxes. I might do that tomorrow...
Which reminds me, I have church tomorrow. And my foots asleep.
So I think that's all for tonight.
Peace.
Mm.... Yeah. So last night was fun. Went bowling with Cam since the movies were sold out. I'm still absolutely terrible at bowling... But I'm improving a little bit. I had an absolute blast though. =)
I'm really looking forward to Solo & ensemble for band. Our ensemble sounds really cool.. kinda dark with a twisted sense about it. It makes me happy. =D An dmy solo... Well I need to work on that some more. But I think I'm more looking forward to One Act Play... We're doing the second act of Into the woods, Which is the act everyone has sex and then winds up killed by the giant. I'm an evil - but beautiful - stepsister. Either Lucinda or Florinda. I can't really remember. I just know that my hair will be long and curly, and I get to wear a huge poofy purple dress. Yee-haw. I'm not too fond of the color purple.
My gameboy color keeps crapping out on me. Well.. Pokemon Crystal at least. I randomly started playing it again like.. Thursday I think? And I've had to restart the game 6 times, cause my save file was corrupt... so I got mad and left it there. And I know I have silver out in the barn... it's just cold and I don't want to go dig it out of the misc. boxes. I might do that tomorrow...
Which reminds me, I have church tomorrow. And my foots asleep.
So I think that's all for tonight.
Peace.
December 20, 2007
Your Inner Dragon is the...
Scarlet Dragon
In the war between good and evil, a Scarlet Dragon tends to walk the fine line of Neutrality.When it comes to the powers of Chaos vs. those of Law and Order, your inner dragon tends to do things by the book. As far as magical tendancies, Magical spells come as natural to the Scarlet Dragon as breathe from it's body.During combat situations, whether by spells or by claw, your inner dragon will do whatever it takes to get the job done.
Dragon Description:
The Scarlet dragon has brilliant red scales edged with a slight hint of blue around the fringes. It is unusually sleek as far as dragons go, and is a very fast flyer.Scarlet dragons are playful, almost to an extreme. They are often found wrestling each other (sometimes causing much damage and havoc.), racing each other, and scaring the living daylights out of completely innocent bystanders.It should be noted here that they do not intentionally harm these innocents, at least not without just cause. Although sometimes accidents have been known to occur as a result...
While close in appearance to the Red Dragon, the Scarlet dragon's nature is nothing like that of it's evil natured kin. The Scarlet dragon is playful and generally good natured, (although it has been known to have a bit of a temper).
This Dragons favorite elements are: Marble, Laughter, and Youthful Behavior
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